I become a Marathon Runner and Marry an Alcoholic

Yes, I'm doing this meme again. Put your iTunes on shuffle. Whatever song comes up, you write the title next to the time in your 'life.' No cheating.

Birth- White Flag- Dido [My mom was really young and everyone wanted her to have an abortion, but she didn't want to surrender her baby boy]

First birthday- The Wizard and I- Wicked [I felt I was magical]

First day of school- What is this Feeling- Wicked [I discovered my hatred of people]

Middle school- Don't stop believin'- Glee [I hated people so much, but I wasn't gonna stop]

First girlfriend- Defying Gravity- Kerry Ellis [But then I got a girlfriend, and it was like defying gravity.]

Puberty- Something Beautiful- Stephanie J Block [I became attractive]

First breakup- 4 Minutes- Glee [But I felt I had no time for a girlfriend, so we broke up]

High school- Both Sides Now- Joni Mitchell [I learned a lot about myself and walked in other people's shoes and thought a lot about love and life]

High school graduation- The Word of Your Body Reprise- Spring Awakening [I felt lonely]

Choice of college major- A Thousand Miles- Vanessa Carlton [I became a marathon runner]

College- Come to Your Senses- Tick Tick... Boom! [I realized I was living my life wrong]

College graduation- Seasons of Love- Rent [I thought about how I wanted my life to be great and full of love]

Meets future wife- The Dark I know Well- Spring Awakening [We had a lot of fights]

Engagement- Hello- Glee [We waved hello to our new life together]

Marriage-Rehab- Glee [She was an alcoholic]

Have a child-Without You- Rent [We realized we needed each other to go on, and we loved our new baby]

Become sick- Breathe- Michelle Branch [I felt I just needed to relax and I'd be fine]

Death- All Grown Up- Bare [Everything's ending and I regret so much and I'll miss the times alive]

Funeral- Out Tonight- Rent [My wife gets over me very fast and becomes a cougar.]

Well, this makes sense for the most part. Except the end... how sad. Please do this in the comments (Even though I don't get any comments anymore)

Cheers to "Both", Change, and its Persistence.

Change.

It happens all the time. Everyone changes. Change your clothes, your personality, your classroom, etc. Change is constant. It won't stop. So why should I hate something that's ever so persistent? Things in my personal life have changed, some gradual, others suddenly. Sometimes it's for the better. But not all the time. There's a bad kind of change. Ones you wish never happened, but unfortunately, you can't change change.

And then sometimes, change is a mixture of good and bad. And this is where you get lost. And you know why? It's because you can't figure it out. Are you supposed to be happy? Are you supposed to embrace this change? Or are you supposed to push it away? Refuse it?

I don't know the answer. Sometimes, you have to let it all go in front of you. Let change, change. That's what it does. It changes things. I'm not extremely passive, but I know that I can't resist it.

Right now, I'm lost. I don't know if I should be happy, or sad, or both. The latter is what I've been. Both.

Things are complicated around here. I can't really explain it at the moment. And that really sucks. Because I don't have a shoulder to lean on except my own. (And Jojo's) I'm mentally strong enough to tell myself that I'll be ok, and I legitimately believe that I'll be fine, but there's also this tug of... I don't know. The other half of "both." Whatever that is. I feel it.

You don't have to worry about me. Whatever change is bound to happen hasn't happened yet. It's nothing serious. For me, maybe, but it's nothing to be concerned about for you. For the most part, this change is a good one. But like I said, I feel some serious "both."

So cheers to "both", change, and its persistence. Because it'd be rude not to give them a nod, especially since they're here. And there. And everywhere.

Four Fact Friday

...When Things I Love Thursday fails.

Four Facts about me:

1. When I was little, I stepped on a hornet's nest. They all stung me. I was like, 4, and in Monticello, Maine, where my grandparents own a bunch of land. We were out picking Christmas trees (they grow them) and... crunch.

2. I love eating shredded Mozzarella cheese from a cup. I think it's magically delicious. Kind of like Lucky Charms, but without the stale marshmallows and cat food

3. Since after I was a baby, I've puked 2 times that I remember. Once was because my sister put the medication in my inhaler for me, but she put to much. So it went something like this: *Breathe in* *Quasi-honking sound* *vicious coughing and gagging* *puke*. The second time was after my 11th birthday party, I ate too much candy.

4. There's a pink wig on the far side of my room. It has a mysterious origin, one that even a handy-dandy PokeDex can't even tell.

I know, I know, I haven't posted actual blog posts with much effort lately. Sorry, but until something so interesting happens, in which I have an inner monologue which says something along the lines of "oh man, I should really blog about this. Isn't it creepy that when I have fun, the first thing I think of is to blog about it? Yea, it is. Wow, way to insert yourself into my conversation.

Now go away, and stop reading. You stupid humans.

So thanks for putting up with all of these pointless entries xD And my lame attempts at jokes. Really, you all deserve an award.

No they don't.

Stuff I Love Saturday

1. Blue Ice from Big Dipper

2. Oreo Fun Stix

3. My Nana (D'aww)

4. Cats in Hats

5. Talking Dogs

6. Solitary 4.0

7. RW/RR Challenge: Fresh Meat

8. Chelsea Handler

9. Karaoke

10. Riffing to the Western Sky

11. Maureen Johnson

Things I Love Thursday

These are some things I love this week. Join me in the comments, won't you?
Things I Love Thursday:

-Rain, and lots of it
-Jojo
-Wheat Thins (my God, they're fantastic)
-A League of Their Own
-Total Drama Island
-Ice cream parties
-The Book Thief
-Alexia Khadime
-Having the house to myself
-The celebrity apprentice
-Next to Normal (especially its tour dates)
-Jekyll and Hyde
-Chess
-Salt water taffy
-3 day weekends
-My clumsiness, even though it is extremely annoying