Cheers to "Both", Change, and its Persistence.

Change.

It happens all the time. Everyone changes. Change your clothes, your personality, your classroom, etc. Change is constant. It won't stop. So why should I hate something that's ever so persistent? Things in my personal life have changed, some gradual, others suddenly. Sometimes it's for the better. But not all the time. There's a bad kind of change. Ones you wish never happened, but unfortunately, you can't change change.

And then sometimes, change is a mixture of good and bad. And this is where you get lost. And you know why? It's because you can't figure it out. Are you supposed to be happy? Are you supposed to embrace this change? Or are you supposed to push it away? Refuse it?

I don't know the answer. Sometimes, you have to let it all go in front of you. Let change, change. That's what it does. It changes things. I'm not extremely passive, but I know that I can't resist it.

Right now, I'm lost. I don't know if I should be happy, or sad, or both. The latter is what I've been. Both.

Things are complicated around here. I can't really explain it at the moment. And that really sucks. Because I don't have a shoulder to lean on except my own. (And Jojo's) I'm mentally strong enough to tell myself that I'll be ok, and I legitimately believe that I'll be fine, but there's also this tug of... I don't know. The other half of "both." Whatever that is. I feel it.

You don't have to worry about me. Whatever change is bound to happen hasn't happened yet. It's nothing serious. For me, maybe, but it's nothing to be concerned about for you. For the most part, this change is a good one. But like I said, I feel some serious "both."

So cheers to "both", change, and its persistence. Because it'd be rude not to give them a nod, especially since they're here. And there. And everywhere.